I’ve hit the point where everything I am and everything I do is an insecurity. I can’t even listen to people telling me I’m wrong because they are the ones that are wrong. I know what’s good and bad with me. Because it’s me. Shouldn’t I know better? I know myself better than anyone else.. I think. I hate myself. I second guess everything I do and say. I can’t stand it anymore. I literally have to think everything I am about to do over and over and ask other people about it because I am not confident enough to make certain decisions on my own. My heart is so unsteady that it kills me everyday. You can’t control my emotions and neither can I. I’ll never be  good enough for anyone. The whole world should just forget about me.

(Source: behypnotizing)